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It's half-time of the Euro match between the Turks and the Swiss and i was surfing thru the net when i happened to chance upon someone's blog. Someone who once meant the world to me. Out of curiousity, i decided to read some of her posts and seriously, if i had a choice, i would rather choose not to read it as after viewing it, i'm somehow or rather feeling quite disturbed by the thoughts of it now.

Maybe cos the main reason was that she was feeling very unhappy with her relationship at present. I know i do not have any rights to say anything and neither should i even be bothered at all bout her. However, i do not know why but i'm just really feeling for her now. Able to understand how she feels. Afterall, been there done that. As i'm writing every single word now, flashbacks of our time together, those sweet and unpleasant memories with her kept going thru my head.

There was once a moment of time whereby i do admit that i sort of hated her. However, maybe i was being immature or acting as a spoilt brat at that point of time cos i only chose to see things from my own point of view. These days, i learnt to see things in 2 different ways; similar to the directions of a circle. There's 2 different directions, clockwise and anti-clockwise. As the saying goes, it always takes 2 hands to clap. Maybe i didn't do enough for her. Or maybe i did not treat her as well as she wanted me to be. Or maybe i did lots of wrong stuffs that upset her but she did not tell me. So many maybe(s) but it doesn't matter anymore. It's all in the past.

I recall vividly a sentence in one of her post whereby she was saying that she had her karma already. Was that referring to our relationship? I hoped she doesn't think that way cos i feel no one was at fault by the breakdown of our relationship. Maybe due to a lack of differences if there must be a reason to it. These days, i neither blame her nor am i unhappy with her anymore. I'm just sad now to hear that she's being bullied by another guy when she should be basking in happiness, and enjoying all the love which she deserves from her bf or whoever.

Anyway, whatever that is, i sincerely wish that she finds her happiness as she once was and will always be a very special person in my heart. I hoped she finds happiness in whatever things she does and i believed that sooner or later she would meet her Mr Right. The one whom would be there for her the whole way till her very last breath, someone whom i once hoped i would be. Lastly, a message to her if she ever chanced upon this post.

"Take good care of yourself my dear. I did not leave u peacefully to see u being hurt by another guy. Where's the full of self-confidence and beautiful gal whom i once knew and fell deeply head over heels in love with? Hoping to see the old u once again. May god bless u."