Tuesday, March 06, 2007
The End
Someone once told me that everything that exists in this world will one day come to an end. However, no one knows when that particular day for that particular "thing" would happen. When i used the word "thing", it could mean anything basically.
Well, something in my life did came to an end on Sunday. Something that was kind of affecting me for the past few weeks. As the saying goes, all beautiful things have to come to an end. It took me awhile to realise it but yes, i've to agree that this saying is very true.
Something that was kind of like a dream to me all along had ended. It was as though i finally woke up from my senses. It was like a breeze though. Coming into my life unexpectedly and then leaving me in the same similar fashion.
Maybe i still could not forgive her for what she did to me. It was like a mirror image as to what i had done in the past to a certain someone. Till today i could still vividly recalled what that person said to me, which was " did the thought of what the repercussions were going to be came to your mind when u did that?" Yup, i did put up my hands and admit my mistake in the past but by then, everything was too late. Similarly, the same thing sort of happened again in my life though this time round, i was not the guilty party.
Anyway, what's done could not be undone so the only thing left would be to look ahead to the future and not repeat the same mistakes ever again. I realised that words are easier said than done. Well, since the outcome has sort of been finalized, thus now, the only thing left to do would be to look ahead to the future and not look back and regret whatever decisions the both of us had decided on. Memories are meant to be cherished and would forever be kept in a special place in my heart.
Whatever it is, time to get back to my normal lifestyle which i had enjoyed alot before the period of "interruption" in my life. No matter what happens in the future, i would always be there for her if she ever needed my help. Lastly, i would like to take this opportunity to thank her for all the fond memories and especially her undying love for me. I deeply appreciate that very much though it's a pity i wasn't able to fulfill the requirements which she asked of me. I believed that she would find someone somewhere out there in this world who would be suitable for her and who would be much better off than me. Take care! Merci! Au revoir!
&faded to grey at 8:04:00 PM♥
