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Pissed! Annoyed! Enraged! Exasperated! Furious! Incensed! Infuriated! Indignant! Whatever words one may come up with to sum up my fiery mood now! I think i better not go on for fear of turning this posting into a vocab lesson. Anyway, really freaking pissed off the whole day cos i found out something that's been lingering over my thoughts for the past few months. To think 1 of my deepest fears actually came true, that i've or rather we have wronged 1 of our friend. Wtf! All along i was actually fooled by that person into trusting & believing in her, thus souring my friendship with my friend. I mean, ppl who know me knows how much i do value friendships, trusting them easily & stuffs. But i'm really pissed & upset that time & time again i've to experience all these shit, though it's always at different stages of my life. How come i still do not learnt my lesson then? Really feeling very confused & puzzled. Just so many feelings & emotions running thru me at da moment. Furthermore, sitting down & looking over at the events that happened over these past few mths, i suspect that biatch (ok pardon me for saying that bout her cos she really deserves it) was not only involved in this incident but also in the few unpleasant events prior to this case. Really seemed like an idiot to actually believed & to pity her time & time again. Well, i really wished to confront her but it seems that the timing ain't ripe yet. Can't wait to see what she has to say now that we have found evidence, & of cos so as not to allow others to say that we wrongfully accused someone, picking on a poor little gal blah blah blah. Actually, when i heard of it, my first thoughts were why not we just stopped everything & just hand out the oscar to her immediately. What a good actress she was that she managed to fool all of us. Well done bitch! To my dear friend whom i wrongfully accused of, first of all, pls do accept my deepest sincere apology. I'm hereby offering a so-called public apology over at my blog so must forgive me k. Dun worry. I promise u that i'll look to the bottom of this matter & clear your name for u. I also wanna find out the truth if possible, over a matter which happened a few mths back, just to confound my doubts that's all. But ultimately, if at the end of the day, she's able to come out with her own proof to back herself up since she always insisted that she's the innocent party, then by then i'm willing to apologise to her via any means, dun mind issuing a public apology too if she really wants me to. Anyway, i'll make sure that the one who's lying would suffer a terrible fate! That's all i gotta say & i'm not kidding.

However, after saying all the above stuffs, what makes my blood boils even further was that my buddy, who's by the way head over heels in luv with that biatch, knew bout all these stuffs already, and that he was also like one of us that was being cheated by her yet he chose to turn a deaf ear & instead chose to believe in her. I asked him straight what if the girl goes back to her ex, would he still stupidly shield her & protect her? Guess what was his reply? He told me that he wouldn't mind, & that he would accept it, love and protect her even though the truth is that the girl is lying all the way in this incident. He argued with me too, even to the extend that he is willing to fall out with me, to jeopardize our friendship over that bitch! Wtf rite. Really beginning to hate her to the core. I mean come on lah, if the girl is with another guy and my buddy's still willing to stand by her and protect her, Ctell me honestly, where in the whole wide world could you still find an even bigger fool in this world boy? Haiz.. Just hope he wakes up soon from this "dream", if not he would only be digging his own grave further. This song below is dedicated specially for u, my dear buddy. Hear it & u would realised what i've been trying to hint to u all this while.


Well, speaking of problems, who doesn't have his/her own fair share of problems rite anot? Everyone does! If there's ever anyone who dare proudly say that he/she do not have any, then i really would luv to meet that guy/gal in person immediately. He/she must be a saint i reckon! Haha. Anyway, went down east coast in the middle of the nite 2 days ago. Still recalled if i'm not wrong that by the time i reached there, it was already 1 plus in the morning, not to mention the expensive cabby fare that i had to fork out. It all happened when 1 of my friend called to confide in me his personal problems. Remember during my last posting, the part bout Hitch; now u understand what i'm trying to say. Anyway, upon hearing of his problems briefly, i immediately suggested on meeting up at east coast to talk it all out. Cos i know the feeling of being upset & frustrated yet staying home cooped up in your fucking room & facing nothing but the 4 walls with all the troubles gradually rising up to the tip of your head. It's really quite scary cos u never know what ya gonna do once ur brain switches off, that's why ppl normally resort to alcohol, cigarettes & drugs to ease away their pain & troubles, though some to the extend choose to go via the fastest but silliest route which is suicide! Those are the people whom i admire cos they dare to end their precious life just like that. Believe me, saying is easy but doing it is another matter cos afterall, i've ever had 1 bad experience which i ain't gonna share with u folks. Haha. It's the truth, not kidding u guys. Anyway, end of the day, met up with a group of friends instead of just the both of us cos i reckon that most probably we would be sitting down & drink too, thus, the more the merrier rite when comes to drinking booze. Well, 1 very interesting thing that nite when we all met up was that all of us actually brought wine, red & white, but no beer nor hard liquor was in sight. Omg! I almost faint when i saw all the merlot, cabernet sauvignon, chardonnay etc. cos as u all know, i HATE drinking wine, do not really know how to appreciate the taste, smell & everything bout them. Haha, but at the end of the day, what to do cos i dun have any choice at all, so just had to force myself to appreciate wine tasting for the nite. Ha! So pitiful rite? Haiz.. Think all those ppl ard the world who luv wine would just come out & bash me lah if they read my blog. Haha. Well, all of us just sat down at 1 corner along the beach & listened to each other pouring their woes to one another. All the different troubles but mainly 1 general aspect which is relationships! It was really quite good cos for the first time we actually did learn many things which we never knew bout each other, the problems which each individual faced, not to mention each of us giving our comments & solutions to each other's problems. I think my friend who called me initially benefitted the most out of it, though only time would tell whether he did absorbed whatever which we said to him. Besides all the serious talk that was going on, we also drank our guts out that nite. Really been such a long time since i last sat down & drink with friends over at east coast till the wee hrs in the morning. Still recalled plenty of fun & wacky moments like shouting & singing at the top of our voices, dancing, urinating in public together in a line(haha, it's the truth), re-enacting the film "message in a bottle"(see the pic below & u would understand what i mean), mocking fun at the oldies who were doing their tai-chi, seeing my useless buddy drink 1 mouth of wine then vomitted a whole load of shit out from his mouth etc. Haha, really enjoyed ourselves. At the end of the day, which was by then like early bright morning, though most of us were freaking high already, yet we still decided on having breakfast together before going home hence sauntered our way there. Along the way, noticed everyone giving us wierd stares, but we couldn't give a damn bout how they feel or think bout us. Well, i sincerely believed that this was the first time after so long that we did all these stuffs together, but also wouldn't be the last time, so till next time k my buddies!