Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Just received a few sms from her, quite surprised though, but i've got to admit that the feeling really wasn't the same as before anymore. Wondering to myself now whether have i really gotten over it. Haiz.. Well, shall not think bout it anymore cos there wouldn't be any conclusion in it. Furthermore, would only waste more of my braincells. What for rite? So not worth it. Relationships are really a bore. Haha. I'm like a changed person now lah, so different from the Calvin a few mths back, who treated relationship as the no.1 priority in his life. Anyway, looking back at the events which unfolded during the past few months, it might be a good thing afterall though if given a choice, i would rather not hoped for it to happen. But what's done cannot be undone, unable to turn back time, so just have to move on with life. I've learnt a very valuable lesson in life that no amount of money can buy it, and i've also slowly but steadily regaining back the confidence which i once had many yrs ago, back to the Calvin whom everyone seemed to like back in my poly days. Haha! Thick-skinned rite!
Lately, i'm like a luv guru like that. Been giving advises to lots of people on relationships & stuffs. Make me seem like Will Smith in the movie Hitch like that. Haha! Maybe cos presently, after awakening from my deep cum blinded but shattered dream, i've started to see things so much clearer. Slowly & steadily back to who i once was in the past.
A few hrs down the road later would be the Carling Cup tie between my beloved Man Utd & Crewe. Can't wait to catch the match. Well, lately the Red Devils have been firing on all cylinders, been performing above expectations, especially last sun when they defeated Loser-pool by 2 goals courtesy of Mr 500 match man Scholesley & Rio Ferdinand, who scored a striker type of goal for a big defender. Well done Man Utd! Everyone played well in that match, though i've gotta admit that liverpool were shit that day. Saha was a constant threat, Carrick & Scholes reigned supreme in the midfield contest & of cos not to mention Fletcher, the player whom i dislike most in Man Utd, but who played his best game for the Red Devils. Some of the pics of that memorable match:
Scholes scoring past Reina
Rio with that fantastic strike
Leading the celebrations
&faded to grey at 11:37:00 PM♥
