Living for a New Tomorrow.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Just came back home after a nite's out at Clarke Quay. Freaking shagged now. All of a sudden, i feel like i've aged alot already as my legs were very, very tired after dancing non-stop. In the past i've never felt that way before. Anyway, went to MOS earlier with 2 beautiful babes, Pris & Faith. Then, coincidentally met up with Tim & his female friend(forgotten her name alr). Well, the 5 of us really enjoyed ourselves, dancing non-stop, from the bar, to the dance floor, to the podium blah blah blah. Towards the end, i was being "suan" by Pris as i sat at the podium, legs of cos by then freaking tired already. She kept saying that i'm old already lah, weak lah, all those words but nevermind cos fact is I"M REALLY OLD already!!! Haha! Too bad Sharon couldn't make it if not would be more fun. The whole time we were at the R&B room as Pris only hangs out there; though the crowd came in quite late & there wasn't much people as expected cos was a monday nite, but the best thing that nite was there weren't any "kiau tor". Haha, call me rasict or what so ever but the fact is i really disliked them. Faith was quite lame at first cos when we came in at around 11plus, the place was still quite quiet, thus she said that the reason was cos many of the kiau tor stayed home as the next day was Hari Raya. Then she followed up by saying as for the rest, was due to having monday blues. Haha, lame i know, but quite cute too. Afterall, this was the first time i got to know her so quite a mixed type of impression which i had of her, though i've gotta admit that she's a beautiful dancer, as in she's not only pretty but danced well too! After MOS, went to have a heavy breakfast at McDonald's before going back. Haiz, "exercise" so much but ended up eating so much too, what's the point rite anot my dear Angel. Hee.. Now, just can't wait for this weekend to come cos i've already planned out all my activities already. Sat would be Halloween nite, whereby all of us hafta dressed up (actually not all lah), but i've already found a few guys to accompany me so that i wouldn't feel so awkward. Haha, now only wondering what to dressed up as. Next up, sun would be back to East Coast blading & doing sports with my buddies. Like my motto in life, really have to "live life to the fullest" cos we are only young once.

Speaking of enjoying myself earlier, to say the truth, it's been very long since i last had that type of feeling. Probably cos i've really let it all go totally already, no more worries or thoughts bout her anymore. Finally, something that's been holding me back for the past few months have disappeared. I'm like a new born boy or a guy who has just gained his freedom. In chinese is "jie tuo" if i'm not wrong. Feels soooo damn good. Now, i'm ready to open the doors to my heart, to see who's the right lady that would share her destiny with me in the future. Surely i deserved someone that would loved me totally with all her heart & treat me well with respect without taking me for granted rite, after all the shit which i've gone through in the past. Would it be that "rabbit"? I do not know but neither would i rule out the possibility of us being together too. Or maybe along the way, i might be mesmerized or fall for someone that i come across or get to know. All these things in life, no one can forsee nor predict. Just leave it to fate to decide everything. Right now, at this point of time, my feelings can be sum up by this song titled "jie tuo" sung by Li Jiu Zhe:

&faded to grey at 6:43:00 AM♥