Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Had a very enjoyable weekend, did some stuffs which i've not done for a long time already. Firstly, settled something on saturday which i've been concerned for quite some while already, hence to finally get the load off my mind really felt great. Next, i really enjoyed the outing with Jesper & co. at East Coast on Sunday. Blading & swimming at the sea, something which i've not done in ages. And of cos, playing with Darren. Omg, tis boy is just soooo cute lah! & very obedient too! Both Jesper & i taught him how to swim, but it was really quite difficult as he's afraid of water. Tis boy really reminded me of my past, as i was also chubby & scared of water when i was young. Looking back at my photos, used to cry whenever my dad brought me down for a swim, same like what Darren did, crying & begging to go back on shore. Anyway, how ironic rite tat i ended up becoming a qualified lifeguard when i was so afraid of swimming in the past. Well, almost spent the whole entire day there. Freaking shagged out boy, especially as we bladed for quite a distance. Legs all cramped up. Must be cos all of us were old already. Haha. In the evening went for some delicious laksa at where else, Katong! Though was nice, but too little, unable to fill up our hungry tummies, thus, we went for more food hunting at Katong, something like the taiwanese variety show "shi zi lu kou" like tat. Trying different types of food in the process. Yummy! In the end, i suggested playing a few games of snooker before heading home. Brought them to tis new place beside Katong Mall, called Snookerium. Everything was new bout tis place, the tables, the balls, the cues etc.(rare thing in s'pore) Damn shiok! Cos have not played on new snooker tables for a very long time already. Bloody hell, Tong Long said he had not played for a few yrs already, but ended up being so "zun kar", winning both Jesper & me. Haiz. Kena "cheated" yet again. Ha! Really enjoyed tis outing at East Coast with them. Will be planning more of it in the near future as it's really fun hanging out with tis group of friends. Some pics which we took:
Brotherhood
Notice the color scheme (all blue, orange & black)
Swimming
S'pore Waters.. Yucks!
He reminds me of my past
However, my sunday nite ended up quite badly despite the enjoyable moments in the day. I sort of caused my own unhappiness. Lately, especially the past few days, something had happened between both of us. To say the truth, even i myself do not know wat's going on too, wat is she thinking & stuff. Cos she's been rather cold towards me lately, be it her reply towards me on the phone or sms. Haiz. I really do not know wat she's thinking. Thus, sms her to ask her for the true reason as to her actions towards me. Just as i expected, her answer was so aloof. "Nothing, dun think too much". Cos of tis, i sort of became moody & restless the whole day yesterday. Is my feelings for her growing deeper as the days goes by? I really do not know. Doing some soul-searching to slowly dig out the answer. Well, decided not to do anything or say anymore things to upset her further as tis gal is quite petty & has AP too! Just my luck to always fall for tis kind of gals. Gave her a surprise yesterday at her work place. Was pondering over whether should i go over there the whole afternoon. In the end, followed my heart, though her work place really very far away. From 1 end till the other. Omg! Anyway, as it turns out, she had a shocked too when she saw me. After passing her the thing, i left. Short & sweet. Just exactly how i wanted it to be. Hope she appreciates wat i've done, though i know it's not a big deal at all. No matter wat happens between us, just wanna see her happy tat's all tat matters most. (Hope u understand XiaoYaoNu)
Met up with Valentino yesterday evening to talk as both of us had problems of our own. Since getting to know him a few mths back, we've been confiding in each other with our own individual problems all along. Really grateful to have such a nice friend as my buddy. Afterall, he's my best pal whom i get along in school. Dunno why, but we just click from the first time we talked to each other. Hope our friendship last forever. Anyway, both of us had our own individual relationship problems, & the problem both of us encountered at the moment were almost the same. Haiz. Listened & gave each other advice on wat to do & stuffs. Later on in the nite, talked to him over the phone again. Talked for quite sometime over our past & stuffs. Found out tat his character & mine were so similar, especially how we treated our gfs. Furthermore, his ex & my ex were so similar, almost like carbon copy of each other. As i relieved memories of my past to him, i really felt quite useless over my actions towards my ex gf. Even he was surprised tat i became tat sort of guy in my last relationship as i was almost like a 360 degree changed person. I'm dead sure tat anyone who knew me would be surprised too if they knew tat i became like tat. Promised myself tat i would never ever allow myself to get hurt so deeply by a gal anymore, not to be totally manipulated by her & most importantly, never to neglect my friends ever again. I think he had the same sentiments as me too. Seriously, aren't we so similar. Haha. Way to go T & T International!!! Hope ur relationship with her would be successful..
Realised last nite tat today was actually my brother's birthday. So hafta be at home to celebrate for him. And i've decided to give him a very, very good & expensive present which i believe would make him very happy. Such a good brother rite. Haha. "Happy 16th Birthday Jon!" Anyway, gotta cancel the dinner appointment i had with Sharon due to tat. Oh ya, speaking of Sharon, she really has blossomed into a flower already. This sis of mine really becoming more & more beautiful as the days goes by. Why do i suddenly praise her to the skies rite? One might wonder. Well, cos last nite while chatting with her on msn, she showed me a pic of her taken during her friend's wedding over the weekend. Upon seeing it, gosh, i was like so mesmerized lah! Haha. Cos she was really pretty. And look carefully at the dress she's wearing. Very beautiful rite. Cos it was chosen by me while shopping with her. A very nice pinkish floral dress from Daniel Yam. I've really got a good taste rite! Pretty dress + Beautiful gal = My dear sis Sharon. Haha! Really amazing when u consider the fact tat she's still single & very much available. Dun believe me den see for yourself in tis pic.
Guess who's the beautiful sista whom i was saying?
&faded to grey at 11:40:00 AM♥
